Whats That Word For People Like Me Again..?

Oh yeah


Hypocrite

. . .

Not in a way where I'm doing something I've always said was wrong.
The opposite.
In a way where I'm condemning someone for doing something I did worse.

Its different when it happens to you.
And I feel guilty for what I did long ago.

But

..

I hate her.
I hate her for having so much history with him.
I hate her for using that to try to get him back.
I hate her for playing with his emotions.
I hate her for writing about me.
I hate her for not even knowing me, not caring how it might effect my relationship with him.

I hate her for doing
exactly what I did..

..

What Am I Scared Of?
That it'll work out the way it did when I did it

..

-Autumn